我一直以为自己是个清白的人，直到那一天…
家里最近很安静，except for my dad always coming around at odd hours. 他总是在我面前炫耀他的新项目， talk about how he’s the best and how everyone loves him.
我试图告诉自己，他只是个普通人。but the more I think about it, the clearer it becomes that he’s not ordinary at all. 他在我的世界里扮演着越来越重要的角色， even if I don’t like it.
这次，他找上了我. 带着一叠文件冲进我的房间， eyes full of something I can’t quite put my finger on. “We need to talk about this,” he says, his voice deeper than usual. 我的心跳加速， fear in my chest makes me stumble as I open the door.
He sits across from me, a look of intense concentration on his face. “There’s something you should know,” he says, his tone soft but serious. “You have to understand.”
我深吸一口气，试图集中注意力。he starts explaining things I don’t fully understand, using words that make my head spin. “This is about your mother… she was always there for you, but now…”
我的喉咙发紧， tears well up in my eyes. “Dad…” I whisper.
“Don’t cry,” he says, his voice gentle but firm. “You’re not supposed to do this.”
我试图问 why we can’t just let it go, but the words get caught in my throat before I can even say them. he looks at me, his expression unreadable. “I’m trying to protect you,” he says finally. “You need to focus on your studies.”
我的手颤抖着拿过文件夹，想要逃也跑不掉。”Dad!” I yell. “Don’t do this!”
他站起身， something in his eyes tells me he’s never going to let go of whatever this is. “We have to talk more,” he says, but the words feel heavier than usual.
我想逃，想告诉所有人真相， but the longer I stay, the harder it is to leave. 我知道，无论我怎么解释，他都不会理解。but maybe…
我不知道，但我知道现在不是说出口的时候。
