他总是忍不住想要靠近这位被称为“学霸哥哥”的人，仿佛只要碰触到他的任何一点，就会触发那不可名状的悸动。每当看到对方露出那个标志性的笑颜，他都能感觉到心跳加速，仿佛自己的生命都已经完全融入了那段看似普通的日子里。
但随着时间的推移，这种感情似乎变得越来越复杂。学霸哥哥总是以一种疏离的态度回应他的靠近，仿佛每一步都走得那么艰难。可他依然坚持着，愿意为这段关系付出一切，甚至 willing to risk everything just to keep his love alive.
直到某一天，一切都突然发生了变化。他发现自己无法控制自己的思绪，甚至在看到对方的一瞬间都会忍不住屏住呼吸，手指微微发抖。那种感觉就像被某种 unseen force掌控着，让他感到前所未有的慌乱和困惑。
从那天起，他决定不再轻易 trust anyone. 他对学霸哥哥的感情开始变得模糊不清，仿佛那根难以割舍的纽带正在逐渐松动。而他也不再是那个以前的自己，取而代之的是一个更加复杂和矛盾的他。
他知道自己这样做是不明智的，却依然无法自拔。学霸哥哥依旧像往常一样生活，仿佛从未发现他对自己的感情有多深。可他依然选择去靠近，即使深知这可能会让他付出更重的代价。
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他 finally knows the truth about that “secret skill”时，他 will probably be the one who will have to say goodbye. But for now, he still believe in his own feelings, even if it means losing him forever.
有时候，爱一个人是一件很难面对的事情。尤其是当那个人已经成为别人眼中的“学霸哥哥”时，那种压力和矛盾感愈发强烈。但他 still cannot stop himself from falling deeper into that darkness.
也许有一天，他 will find out the truth about that so-called “secret skill”. 他 just wants to understand, why he feels so differently now. But until then, he will continue to believe in his own feelings, even if it means facing the consequences alone.
爱情有时候就像一盆滚烫的水，总是让人无法预测下一步会发生什么。而当他
